YOU

You come when I want you to disappear.
You disappeared when I want you there beside me.
You know how sore my heart today.
I like the fools who are always waiting for you.

I always become what you want it.
I always try to make you happy.
I always try to be the best for you.

But what I get??

You know my heart is too fragile to hurt you.
My heart is not as strong as what looked from my face.
Not as strong as stone in the sea.
Not as strong as the world that can hold the load at any time.

I always try to be what you want it.
To make you happy. just to make you happy.
Have you ever realized that?

But now
I realize you're not what I wanted it.
I realize you're just an escape for me.
I realized I had to be myself, not you, not someone else, and not anyone else.