What is the point of silent???

Silent is totally a great things to do but it hurts. Like what I feel now. I like to keep silent. I think that everything will be alright. But it turns out so bad. My real life is becoming a nightmare and nightmare is becoming so great. Maybe people might think how can nightmare become so great. The answer is only because I know that nightmare might be end, then when I wake up everything will be back to normal. But if in real life, when you do something then it’s done, you can't change it.

Go back to “silent thing”. Someone told me silent is a good way to deal with the problem. But for me, silent is only left pain. Pain which only you can feel it, no one can change it except you. What’s the point of silent? I just realize now, silent is so messed up. It only gives you pain, hurt, alone, tear, and stress. 

At this point maybe I should figure it out what is the best way to deal with problem. I guess it might be “patient”. Patient doesn’t mean you have to keep silent or hold something. Patient tells you to wait for a great moment. So when the time is come you can say it out loud. I guess it worth to try.